i'm saddened..
nobody cares.. hahas.. I FEEL LOST IN A LONG TRAIL .. times when i fall down.. there's noone holding me. times when i sob uncontrollably nobody is there to lend me a tissue to wipe my tears.. i don understand. i'm trying so hard. yet everything seems to be like tat.. the world is lke tat.. i'm useless.. i'm a fool .. i'm disastrous. nobody loves me..*tears* what's with this. I TRY SO HARD TO SMALLEN THE GAP BETWEEN US. yet ?? u used my words to feng ci wo.
U JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND. pherhaps this is the end. i'm serious now..
i'm trying.. i'm trying.. so hard so hard.. i'm exasperated. can i just give up.. yes give up . i won't be bothered.. not with ur feelings any more. no more. i will not be irritating and spam sheep anymore , i'll just be a silen michy. maybe everybody will care about me more this way. i don't nderstand . i don understand ... JUST GIVE ME UP. WITH EVERYHOPE I HAVE TO RESCUE THIS FRIENDSHIP.
MY HEART.. IS SHATTERED. IN TO THOUSAND MILLIONS OF PIECES..
- MICHY IS SADDENED. HEART BROKEN. USELESSS,, BAD FREN-
ITS TIME TO GIVE UP.. ON EVERYTHING.. N STAY USELESS
